http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nQY4dIxY1H4
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most
I'm forever keeping my angel close
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Re- setting my priorities
Today marks a crossroad of my life. as i open my result this is the first time i flunk everything. for once i am at life's crossroad, where i am hindered lost and depress. When i have every reason to look up and ask where is god in everything i do, but then i realise, thru this season, i never had god in it. and this is not god's way of punishing me but its god's way of giving me a wake up call. i thank god that i still got an A and B+ on my result slip despite having to retake my module.
and i know that such "bad" result has been dealt with at the cross, and thank you lord for having me reset my priorities and knowing what i have to do and not do in the coming sem and even the coming year.
Priorities: 1. God 2. Family 3. Studies and church friends 4. Tuition(at most 2-3) 5. School stuff(at most twice a month)
i will work to a sem that i profess and proclaim that gpa 3.5 is for my taking this coming sem! i surrender all my time, my mind and my heart to you lord for i know u will take it and i thank you for blessing everything of it and making the best out of me! i thank you jesus for ur finish work at the cross that it will be done!
and in times of difficulty, i will look to u lord for u will be my strength, my refuge and my shelter. bless my little time i have where i will give me the discipline to study and yet allowing me to juggle with life in church! i wanna go back and dwell in ur house where i know that it is only there where i can find peace in whatever i do and find favours in whatever i have and wisdom in whatever i need!
i am never gonna leave that house anymore! god my life is urs. and thank you for ur love sacrifice:)
and i know that such "bad" result has been dealt with at the cross, and thank you lord for having me reset my priorities and knowing what i have to do and not do in the coming sem and even the coming year.
Priorities: 1. God 2. Family 3. Studies and church friends 4. Tuition(at most 2-3) 5. School stuff(at most twice a month)
i will work to a sem that i profess and proclaim that gpa 3.5 is for my taking this coming sem! i surrender all my time, my mind and my heart to you lord for i know u will take it and i thank you for blessing everything of it and making the best out of me! i thank you jesus for ur finish work at the cross that it will be done!
and in times of difficulty, i will look to u lord for u will be my strength, my refuge and my shelter. bless my little time i have where i will give me the discipline to study and yet allowing me to juggle with life in church! i wanna go back and dwell in ur house where i know that it is only there where i can find peace in whatever i do and find favours in whatever i have and wisdom in whatever i need!
i am never gonna leave that house anymore! god my life is urs. and thank you for ur love sacrifice:)
Monday, January 3, 2011
the 4 things i put to u
3 days ago before i set foot into 2011, i have been utterly sceptical abt what 2011 would be. i was fearful of what is to come as things didnt really go my way in 2010. Heartbreaks and sorrows mainly filled the last days of 2010. but i slowly came to realise that it is not what the world make my life to be, but it is abt the hope that god gives to me and the believe that he place in me that makes everything worth looking forward to. With god's grace that is more than enough for me, the fears of road blocks and barriers wld just be a form of god's manifestation to be a testimony:) i am starting to believe in 2011, i am starting to fill my life with greater hopes that u bless me and favour me according to ur richness and not to my poverty.
As i began 2011, i lay down 4 things to see ur manifestation in. i know that u have it all taken care of and i am trusting u in it.
1. wisdom and knowledge for myself in terms of studies to get good grades and to handle issues wisely and emotionally in my life.
2. Restoration and blessed relationship with may, jiaen and nam and that our hearts wld be healed and bring our relationship to a whole new level.
3. mended heart,from the heart break, a heart that is crowned and a stronger heart, that is guarded from negativities and be strong in times of needs and troubles.
4. a closer and knitter bond with my family and that all of us be blessed in every areas of our life.
i thank you lord that at the cross u bore everything for us so that we wld be blessed as we are now.i thank you lord for blessing us according to ur richness and i thank you for this amazing manifestation that will come in this 2011!:)
2011 is so gonna be awesome! i just cant wait:)
As i began 2011, i lay down 4 things to see ur manifestation in. i know that u have it all taken care of and i am trusting u in it.
1. wisdom and knowledge for myself in terms of studies to get good grades and to handle issues wisely and emotionally in my life.
2. Restoration and blessed relationship with may, jiaen and nam and that our hearts wld be healed and bring our relationship to a whole new level.
3. mended heart,from the heart break, a heart that is crowned and a stronger heart, that is guarded from negativities and be strong in times of needs and troubles.
4. a closer and knitter bond with my family and that all of us be blessed in every areas of our life.
i thank you lord that at the cross u bore everything for us so that we wld be blessed as we are now.i thank you lord for blessing us according to ur richness and i thank you for this amazing manifestation that will come in this 2011!:)
2011 is so gonna be awesome! i just cant wait:)
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
closing 2010
What a year it has turn out to be in the year 2010. As i walk through this year, and i look bad at the steps of my life and how things have turn out to be, it place me in a mix, but nonetheless, i thank god for everything that happened.
It has been an awesome had been with nam, how promising and how much hope it started off and how it blossoms like the flowers we see in autumn. The times we had in phuket, huahin, bkk, singapore and everything else made things with nam nothing but beautiful and magnificent. I would always look back and be happy that we were once together and still smile at the beautiful moments we spend and had. the journey was tough and long but it made it all so sweet with the sweat and tears placed in it.but i guess things just didnt work out as we thought. as uk came, things stretched like the distance along with the time that we have. apart we are, we are thinned to the little we can have to survive it. nonetheless we still kept it up for 3 months. and although things are lost and broken, i still pray and hope that things wld be mended and lives will still be impacted. and i pray and hope for her restoration and blessings in her life:) and it wld always be nice to have her ard as a friend. thanks nam for everything!
Studies for my second sem of my first year was great, how god manage to turn the little studying times to the As i get in the exam is truly awesome. He uses the little knowledge i have and multiply it and it became an amazing gpa that came to past that seriously pushed me up and motivated me quite a bit. i hope that it cld go on and on and on.
FOr tuition, i am so glad that he placed so many opportunities for a start. to get continuous tuition jobs and each being higher than the next makes it so great. with lesser time n yet increase in the money makes it all so meaningful and nice. What makes this tuition job extra sweet is the little little students that he place ard me, that cherish me, play with me, and grow alongside with me made it all so meaningful. to be able to impact lives, change them and make them a better person makes me so happy. Thanks for entrusting them into my care and i will not stop impacting and making their lives better after every meeting. in the dullest of job, i still find joy and hope just makes its simply beautiful and heart warming.
may and jiaen, my 2 bestest bestfriends have been the best thing that u have ever given me. to walk thru this crazy sem in ntu with the 2 of them has simply been the greatest joy i got in the last few months. thank you for entrusting them to me. to share the shiok maki, to laugh the laughs and to embrace each other in times of troubled waters, made this relationship even more awesome than it can ever be. Though thru this last 2 crazy weeks that i have been, i know that i have screwed up so bad with the two greatest gift of my life. it made christmas cold lonely and dull. but i know that through the midst of it, there is restoration, there is healing, and there is hope for a better tmr. if they can ever see this post, sorry bestfriend. i know i screw it up big time, because i have been selfish, i have been demanding, and the worst, i have been insane abt everything that happen. it was no longer a relationship or friendship of two person, but it became only abt ben and his life. and i totally neglected both ur feelings and i know it has really been selfish. but i wanna believe that things wld get better, and i am hoping for another chance, this time, to make it even better, to bring this friendship to an even greater height. i am waiting for that day when we can all hang out together again. SM KLUB it wld be, i wanna be a part of it all over again. i miss hanging out with u two.
and lastly thanks for everything from my family to my relationships to the daily affairs of my life. u have truly been an amazing abba father that took care of every little details of my life. i know i have been blessed and i know that things wld be better. i trust my life in my 2011 in ur hands where i know that with ur wisdom and peace guiding upon me, i will take the step of faith and believe into the choppy water and know that u are there to part the seas for my passing and coming by. and that u make all things good and perfect just because u love me:) i know i have been bless and i will live in that blessings and love upon me!
My prayer for 2011
a complete restoration and a beautiful manifestation of friendship with may and jiaen!
a tighter and stronger bond with my family
good grades in my exams
wisdom to grow in the lord and to take on life
to grow fitter and look better
be blessed with a beautiful and wise blessing.
improve my relationship with nam
to be wash by his love and impact ppl ard me
to be a life changer
to be a wise and yet well paid teacher who is well loved and impactful to the lives of my students
to be given breakthroughs in life.
to be patient and not to think so hard all the time, but trust and believe.
this i pray and i believe in jesus name. amen:)
It has been an awesome had been with nam, how promising and how much hope it started off and how it blossoms like the flowers we see in autumn. The times we had in phuket, huahin, bkk, singapore and everything else made things with nam nothing but beautiful and magnificent. I would always look back and be happy that we were once together and still smile at the beautiful moments we spend and had. the journey was tough and long but it made it all so sweet with the sweat and tears placed in it.but i guess things just didnt work out as we thought. as uk came, things stretched like the distance along with the time that we have. apart we are, we are thinned to the little we can have to survive it. nonetheless we still kept it up for 3 months. and although things are lost and broken, i still pray and hope that things wld be mended and lives will still be impacted. and i pray and hope for her restoration and blessings in her life:) and it wld always be nice to have her ard as a friend. thanks nam for everything!
Studies for my second sem of my first year was great, how god manage to turn the little studying times to the As i get in the exam is truly awesome. He uses the little knowledge i have and multiply it and it became an amazing gpa that came to past that seriously pushed me up and motivated me quite a bit. i hope that it cld go on and on and on.
FOr tuition, i am so glad that he placed so many opportunities for a start. to get continuous tuition jobs and each being higher than the next makes it so great. with lesser time n yet increase in the money makes it all so meaningful and nice. What makes this tuition job extra sweet is the little little students that he place ard me, that cherish me, play with me, and grow alongside with me made it all so meaningful. to be able to impact lives, change them and make them a better person makes me so happy. Thanks for entrusting them into my care and i will not stop impacting and making their lives better after every meeting. in the dullest of job, i still find joy and hope just makes its simply beautiful and heart warming.
may and jiaen, my 2 bestest bestfriends have been the best thing that u have ever given me. to walk thru this crazy sem in ntu with the 2 of them has simply been the greatest joy i got in the last few months. thank you for entrusting them to me. to share the shiok maki, to laugh the laughs and to embrace each other in times of troubled waters, made this relationship even more awesome than it can ever be. Though thru this last 2 crazy weeks that i have been, i know that i have screwed up so bad with the two greatest gift of my life. it made christmas cold lonely and dull. but i know that through the midst of it, there is restoration, there is healing, and there is hope for a better tmr. if they can ever see this post, sorry bestfriend. i know i screw it up big time, because i have been selfish, i have been demanding, and the worst, i have been insane abt everything that happen. it was no longer a relationship or friendship of two person, but it became only abt ben and his life. and i totally neglected both ur feelings and i know it has really been selfish. but i wanna believe that things wld get better, and i am hoping for another chance, this time, to make it even better, to bring this friendship to an even greater height. i am waiting for that day when we can all hang out together again. SM KLUB it wld be, i wanna be a part of it all over again. i miss hanging out with u two.
and lastly thanks for everything from my family to my relationships to the daily affairs of my life. u have truly been an amazing abba father that took care of every little details of my life. i know i have been blessed and i know that things wld be better. i trust my life in my 2011 in ur hands where i know that with ur wisdom and peace guiding upon me, i will take the step of faith and believe into the choppy water and know that u are there to part the seas for my passing and coming by. and that u make all things good and perfect just because u love me:) i know i have been bless and i will live in that blessings and love upon me!
My prayer for 2011
a complete restoration and a beautiful manifestation of friendship with may and jiaen!
a tighter and stronger bond with my family
good grades in my exams
wisdom to grow in the lord and to take on life
to grow fitter and look better
be blessed with a beautiful and wise blessing.
improve my relationship with nam
to be wash by his love and impact ppl ard me
to be a life changer
to be a wise and yet well paid teacher who is well loved and impactful to the lives of my students
to be given breakthroughs in life.
to be patient and not to think so hard all the time, but trust and believe.
this i pray and i believe in jesus name. amen:)
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
once in a lifetime
once in a lifetime, means there is no second chance. i believe that u and me, shld grab it while we can and make it last forever.
but i guess, i blew it all in one month. i miss jia en i miss may, how i wish u two were here to lend me ur shoulder because i am feeling so weak now:(
but i guess, i blew it all in one month. i miss jia en i miss may, how i wish u two were here to lend me ur shoulder because i am feeling so weak now:(
Monday, December 20, 2010
just a dream
just a dream, sam tsui& christina version
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2RA0vsZXf8
whenever i listen to it, it reminds me abt the fun and beautiful time we talk abt FRANKING, and SAMING hahaha
i know that day wld come back, because it was not just a dream! it will be a reality we will live to enjoy:)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2RA0vsZXf8
whenever i listen to it, it reminds me abt the fun and beautiful time we talk abt FRANKING, and SAMING hahaha
i know that day wld come back, because it was not just a dream! it will be a reality we will live to enjoy:)
leaving on a jet plane
i am ready to leave on a jet plane, and i dont know when i am gonna be back again. hopefully after finding myself and depositing all these burdens cares and sorrow somewhere somehow. i wld be ready to start life all over again.
i miss those days when i used to be carefree and happy. i miss ben!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymA4CjuhJAA
All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Guitar Solo
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
i miss those days when i used to be carefree and happy. i miss ben!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymA4CjuhJAA
All my bags are packed I'm ready to go
I'm standin' here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn
The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
I tell you now, they don't mean a thing
Every place I go, I'll think of you
Every song I sing, I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll bring your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Guitar Solo
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time let me kiss you
Close your eyes I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
About the times, I won't have to say
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh baby, I hate to go
Cause I'm leavin' on a jet plane
Don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
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